Open sores

Im walking into fire... once again

will it burn the same again ?

the pain i know so well

it's like a smell

The smell is faint

yet so clear

coming out of all of my fears

my body will ache

my mind will scream

the tears will flow

and you will know

This time it's final

Im not doing it again

the sores so deep
will open and bleed

I'd be full off disgust
because I lost

One day they will heal

or maybe not ?

but just for 1 second

I meant a lot

That is a forget me not!

♥